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Translated by J.T. Bealby.
from Weird Tales, Charles Scribner's sons
(1885)
COUNCILLOR KRESPEL was one of the strangest, oddest men I ever met in my life. When I went to live in H for a time the whole town was full of talk about him, as he happened to be just then in the midst of one of the very craziest of his schemes. Krespel had the reputation of being both a clever, learned lawyer and a skilful diplomatist. One of the reigning princes of Germany not, however, one of the most powerful had appealed to him for assistance in drawing up a brief, which he was desirous of presenting at the Imperial Court with the view of furthering his legitimate claims upon a certain strip of territory. The project was crowned with the happiest success; and as Krespel had once complained that he could never find a dwelling sufficiently comfortable to suit him, the prince, to reward him for his efforts, undertook to defray the cost of building a house which Krespel might erect just as he pleased. Moreover, the prince was willing to purchase any site that he should fancy. This offer, however the Councillor would not accept, he insisted that the house should be built in his garden, situated in a very beautiful neighborhood outside the town-walls. So he bought all kinds of materials and had them carted out. Then he might have been seen day after day, attired in his curious garments (which he had made himself according to certain fixed rules of his own), slacking the lime, riddling the sand, packing up the bricks and stones in regular heaps, and so on. All this he did without once consulting an architect or thinking about a plan. One fine day, however, he went to an experienced builder of the town and requested him to be in his garden at daybreak the next morning, with all his journeymen and apprentices, and a large body of laborers, etc., to build him his house. Naturally the builder asked for the architect's plan, and was not a little astonished when Krespel replied that none was needed, and that things would turn out all right in the end, just as he wanted them. Next morning, when the builder and his men came to the place, they found a trench drawn out in the shape of an exact square; and Krespel said, "Here's where you must lay the foundations; then carry up the walls until I say they are high enough." "Without windows and doors, and without partition walls?" broke in the builder, as if alarmed at Krespel's mad folly. "Do what I tell you, my dear sir," replied the Councillor quite calmly; "leave the rest to me; it will be all right." It was only the promise of high pay that could induce the builder to proceed with the ridiculous building; but none has ever been erected under merrier circumstances. As there was an abundant supply of food and drink, the workmen never left their work; and amidst their continuous laughter the four walls were run up with incredible quickness, until one day Krespel cried, "Stop!" Then the workmen, laying down trowel and hammer, came down from the scaffoldings and gathered round Krespel in a circle, whilst every laughing face was asking, "Well, and what now?" "Make way!" cried Krespel; and then running to one end of the garden, he strode slowly towards the square of brickwork. When he came close to the wall he shook his head in a dissatisfied manner, ran to the other end of the garden, again strode slowly towards the brickwork square, and proceeded to act as before. These tactics he pursued several times, until at length, running his sharp nose hard against the wall, he cried, "Come here, come here, men! break me a door in here! Here's where I want a door made!" He gave the exact dimensions in feet and inches and they did as he bid them. Then he stepped inside the structure, and smiled with satisfaction as the builder remarked that the walls were just the height of a good two-storeyed house. Krespel walked thoughtfully backwards and forwards across the space within, the bricklayers behind him with hammers and picks, and wherever he cried, "Make a window here, six feet high by four feet broad!" "There a little window, three feet by two!" a hole was made in a trice. It was at this stage of the proceedings that I came to H; and it was highly amusing to see how hundreds of people stood round about the garden and raised a loud shout whenever the stones flew out and a new window appeared where nobody had for a moment expected it. And in the same manner Krespel proceeded with the building and fitting of the rest of the house, and with all the work necessary to that end; everything had to be done on the spot in accordance with the instructions which the Councillor gave from time to time. However, the absurdity of the whole business, the growing conviction that things would in the end turn out better than might have been expected, but above all, Krespel's generosity which indeed cost him nothing kept them all in good humor. Thus were the difficulties overcome which necessarily arose out of this eccentric way of building, and in a short time there was a completely finished house, its outside, indeed, presenting a most extraordinary appearance, no two windows, etc., being alike, but on the other hand the interior arrangements suggested a peculiar feeling of comfort. All who entered the house bore witness to the truth of this; and I too experienced it myself when I was taken in by Krespel after I had become more intimate with him. For hitherto I had not exchanged a word with this eccentric man; his building had occupied him so much that he had not even once been to Professor M's to dinner, as he was in the habit of doing on Tuesdays. Indeed, in reply to a special invitation, he sent word that he should not set foot over the threshold before the housewarming of his new building took place. All his friends and acquaintances, therefore, confidently looked forward to a great banquet; but Krespel invited nobody except the masters, journeymen, apprentices, and laborers who had built the house. He entertained them with the choicest viands; bricklayers' apprentices devoured partridge pies regardless of consequences; young joiners polished off roast pheasants with the greatest success; whilst hungry laborers helped themselves for once to the choicest morsels of truffes fricassées. In the evening their wives and daughters came, and there was a great ball. After waltzing a short while with the wives of the masters, Krespel sat down amongst the town musicians, took a violin in his hand, and led the orchestra until daylight. On the Tuesday after this festival, which exhibited Councillor Krespel in the character of a friend of the people, I at length saw him appear, to my joy, at Professor M's. Anything more strange and fantastic than Krespel's behavior it would be impossible to find. He was so stiff and awkward in his movements, that he looked every moment as if he would run up against something or do some damage. But he did not; and the lady of the house seemed to be well aware that he would not, for she did not grow a shade paler when he rushed with heavy steps round a table crowded with beautiful cups, or when he manuvred near a large mirror that reached down to the floor, or even when he seized a flower-pot of beautifully painted porcelain and swung it round in the air as if desirous of making its colors play. Moreover, before dinner he subjected everything in the Professor's room to a most minute examination; he also took down a picture from the wall and hung it up again, standing on one of the cushioned chairs to do so. At the same time he tallied a good deal and vehemently; at one time his thoughts kept leaping, as it were, from one subject to another (this was most conspicuous during dinner); at another, he was unable to have done with an idea; seizing upon it again and again, he gave it all sorts of wonderful twists and turns, and couldn't get back into the ordinary track until something else took hold of his fancy. Sometimes his voice was rough and harsh and screeching, and sometimes it was low and drawling and singing; but at no time did it harmonize with what he was talking about. Music was the subject of conversation; the praises of a new composer were being sung, when Krespel, smiling, said in his low, singing tones, "I wish the devil with his pitchfork would hurl that atrocious garbler of music millions of fathoms down to the bottomless pit of hell!" Then he burst out passionately and wildly, "She is an angel of heaven, nothing but pure God-given music! the paragon and queen of song!" and tears stood in his eyes. To understand this, we had to go back to a celebrated artiste, who had been the subject of conversation an hour before. Just at this time a roast hare was on the table; I noticed that Krespel carefully removed every particle of meat from the bones on his plate, and was most particular in his inquiries after the hare's feet; these the Professor's little five-year-old daughter now brought to him with a very pretty smile. Besides, the children had cast many friendly glances towards Krespel during dinner, now they rose and drew nearer to him, but not without signs of timorous awe. What's the meaning of that? thought I to myself. Dessert was brought in; then the Councillor took a little box from his pocket in which he had a miniature lathe of steel. This he immediately screwed fast to the table, and turning the bones with incredible skill and rapidity, he made all sorts of little fancy boxes and balls, which the children received with cries of delight. Just as we were rising from table, the Professor's niece asked, "And what is our Antonia doing?" Krespel's face was like that of one who has bitten of a sour orange and wants to look as if it were a sweet one; but this expression soon changed into the likeness of a hideous mask, whilst he laughed behind it with downright, bitter, fierce, and, as it seemed to me, satanic scorn. "Our Antonia? our dear Antonia?" he asked in his drawling, disagreeable singing way. The Professor hastened to intervene; in the reproving glance which he gave his niece I read that she had touched a point likely to stir up unpleasant memories in Krespel's heart. "How are you getting on with your violins?" interposed the Professor in a jovial manner, taking the Councillor by both hands. Then Krespel's countenance cleared up, and with a firm voice he replied, "Splendidly, Professor; you recollect my telling you of the lucky chance which threw that splendid Amati(1) into my hands. Well, I've only cut it open to-day not before to-day. I hope Antonia has carefully taken the rest of it to pieces." "Antonia is a good child," remarked the Professor. "Yes, indeed, that she is," cried the Councillor, whisking himself round; then, seizing his hat and stick, he hastily rushed out of the room. I saw in the mirror that tears were standing in his eyes.
As soon as the Councillor was gone, I at
once urged the Professor to explain to me what Krespel had
to do with violins, and particularly with Antonia. "Well,"
replied the Professor, "not only is the Councillor a
remarkably eccentric fellow altogether, but he practises
violin-making in his own crack-brained way."
"Violin-making!" I exclaimed, perfectly astonished. "Yes,"
continued the Professor, "according to the judgment of men
who understand the thing, Krespel makes the very best
violins that can be found nowadays; formerly he would
frequently let other people play on those in which he had
been especially successful, but that's been all over and
done with now for a long time. As soon as he has finished a
violin he plays on it himself for one or two hours, with
very remarkable power and with the most exquisite
expression, then he hangs it up beside the rest, and never
touches it again or suffers anybody else to touch it. If a
violin by any of the eminent old masters is hunted up
anywhere, the Councillor buys it immediately, no matter what
the price. But he plays it as he does his own violins, only
once; then he takes it to pieces in order to examine closely
its inner structure, and should he fancy he hasn't found
exactly what he sought for, he in a pet throws the pieces
into a big chest, which is already full of the remains of
broken violins." "But who and what is Antonia?" I inquired,
hastily and impetuously. "Well, now, that," continued the
Professor, Having a singular weakness for such fantastic
histories, I found it necessary, as may easily be imagined,
to make Antonia's acquaintance. I had myself often enough
heard the stories about her singing, but had never imagined
that that exquisite artiste was living in the place,
held a captive in the bonds of this eccentric Krespel like
the victim of a tyrannous sorcerer. On the following night I
heard in my dreams Antonia's marvellous voice, and as she
besought me in the most touching manner in a glorious
adagio movement (ridiculously enough, it seemed to me
as if I had composed it myself) to save her I soon
resolved, like a second Astolpho,(2) to penetrate into
Krespel's house, as if into another Alcina's magic castle,
and deliver the queen of song from her ignominious fetters.
It all came about in a different way from
what I had expected; I had seen the Councillor scarcely more
than two or three times, and eagerly discussed with him the
best method of constructing violins, when he invited me to
call and see him. I did so; and he showed me his treasure of
violins. There were fully thirty of them hanging up in a
closet; one amongst them bore conspicuously all the marks of
great antiquity (a carved lion's head, etc.), and, hung up
higher than the rest, and surmounted by a crown of flowers,
it seemed to exercise a queenly supremacy over them. "This
violin," said Krespel, on my making some inquiry relative to
it, "this violin is a very remarkable and curious specimen
of the work of some unknown master, probably of Tartini's(3)
age. I am perfectly convinced that there is something
especially exceptional in its inner construction, and that,
if I took it to pieces, a secret would be revealed to me
which have long been seeking to discover, but laugh at me
if you like this senseless thing which only gives signs of
life and sound as I make it, often speaks to me in a strange
way. The first time I played upon it I somehow fancied that
I was only the magnetizer who has the power of moving his
subject to reveal of his own accord in words the visions of
his inner nature. Don't go away with the belief that I am
such a fool as to attach even the slightest importance to
such fantastic notions, and yet it's certainly strange that
I could never prevail upon myself to cut open that dumb
lifeless thing there. I am very pleased now that I have not
cut it open, for since Antonia has been with me I sometimes
play to her upon this violin. For Antonia is fond of
it very fond of it." As the Councillor uttered these words
with visible signs of emotion, I felt encouraged to hazard
the question, "Will you not play it to me, Councillor?"
Krespel made a wry face, and falling into his drawling,
singing way, said, "No, my good sir!" and that was an end of
the matter. Then I had to look at all sorts of rare
curiosities, the greater part of them childish trifles; at
last thrusting his arm into a chest, he brought out a folded
piece of paper, which he pressed into my hand, adding
solemnly, "You are a lover of art; take this present as a
priceless memento, which you must value at all times above
everything else." Therewith he took me by the shoulders and
gently pushed me towards the door, embracing me on the
threshold. That is to say, I was, in a manner of speaking,
virtually kicked out of doors. Unfolding the paper, I found
a piece of a first string of a violin about an eighth of an
inch in length, with the words, "A piece of the treble
string with which the late Mr. Stamitz(4) strung his violin
for the last concert at which he ever played."
(4) This was the name of a
well-known musical family from Bohemia. Karl
Stamitz is the one here possibly meant, since he
died about eighteen or twenty years previous to
the publication of this tale.
This summary dismissal at mention of
Antonia's name led me to infer that I should never see her;
but I was mistaken, for on my second visit to the
Councillor's I found her in his room, assisting him to put a
violin together. At first sight Antonia did not make a
strong impression; but soon I found it impossible to tear my
glance away from her blue eyes, her sweet rosy lips, her
uncommonly graceful, lovely form. She was very pale; but a
shrewd remark or a merry sally would call up a winning smile
on her face and suffuse her cheeks with a deep burning
flush, which, however, soon faded away to a faint rosy glow.
My conversation with her was quite unconstrained, and yet I
saw nothing whatever of the Argus-like watchings on
Krespel's part which the Professor had imputed to him; on
the contrary, his behavior moved along the customary lines,
nay, he even seemed to approve of my conversation with
Antonia. So I often stepped in to see the Councillor; and as
we became accustomed to each other's society, a singular
feeling of ease, taking possession of our little circle of
three, filled our hearts with happiness. I still continued
to derive exquisite enjoyment from the Councillor's strange
crotchets and oddities; but it was of course Antonia's
irresistible charms alone which attracted me, and led me to
put up with a good deal which I should otherwise, un the
frame of mind in which I then was, have impatiently shunned.
For it only too often happened that in the Councillor's
characteristic extravagance there was mingled much that was
dull and tiresome, and it was in a special degree irritating
to me that, as often as I turned the conversation upon
music, and particularly upon singing, he was sure to
interrupt me, with that sardonic smile upon his face and
those repulsive singing tones of his, by some remark of a
quite opposite tendency, very often of a commonplace
character. From the great distress which at such times
Antonia's glances betrayed, I perceived that he only did it
to deprive me of a pretext for calling upon her for a song.
But I didn't relinquish my design. The hindrances which the
Councillor threw in my way only strengthened my resolution
to overcome them; I must hear Antonia sing if I was
not to pine away in reveries and dim aspirations for want of
hearing her.
One evening Krespel was in an uncommonly good
humor; he had been taking an old Cremona violin to pieces,
and had discovered that the sound-post was fixed half a line
more obliquely than usual an important discovery! one of
incalculable advantage in the practical work of making
violins! I succeeded in setting him off at full speed on his
hobby of the true art of violin-playing. Mention of the way
in which the old masters picked up their dexterity in
execution from really great singers (which was what Krespel
happened just then to be expatiating upon) naturally paved
the way for the remark that now the practice was the exact
opposite of this, the vocal score erroneously following the
affected and abrupt transitions and rapid scaling of the
instrumentalists. "What is more nonsensical," I cried,
leaping from my chair, running to the piano, and opening it
quickly "what is more nonsensical than such an execrable
style as this, which, far from being music, is much more
like the noise of peas rolling across the floor?" At the
same time I sang several of the modern fermatas,
which rush up and down and hum like a well-spun peg-top,
striking a few villainous chords by way of accompaniment.
Krespel laughed outrageously and screamed: "Ha! ha! methinks
I hear our German-Italians or our Italian-Germans struggling
with an aria from Pucitta,(5) or Portogallo,(6) or some
other Maestro di capella, or rather schiavo d'un
primo uomo"(7) Now, thought I, now's the time; so
turning to Antonia, I remarked, "Antonia knows nothing of
such singing as that, I believe?" At the same time I struck
up one of old Leonardo Leo's(8) beautiful soul-stirring
songs. Then Antonia's cheeks glowed; heavenly radiance
sparkled in her eyes, which grew full of reawakened
inspiration; she hastened to the piano; she opened her lips;
but at that very moment Krespel pushed her away, grasped me
by the shoulders, and with a shriek that rose up to a tenor
pitch, cried, "My son my son my son!" And then he
immediately went on, singing very softly, and grasping my
hand with a bow that was the height of politeness, "In very
truth, my esteemed and honorable student-friend, in very
truth, it would be a violation of the codes of social
intercourse, as well as of all good manners, were I to
express aloud and in a stirring way my wish that here, on
this very spot, the devil from hell would softly break your
neck with his burning claws, and so in a sense make short
work of you; but, setting that aside, you must acknowledge,
my dearest friend, that it is rapidly growing dark, and
there are no lamps burning to-night, so that, even though I
did not kick you downstairs at once, your darling limbs
might still run a risk of suffering damage. Go home by all
means and cherish a kind remembrance of your faithful
friend, if it should happen that you never pray, understand
me if you should never see him in his own house again."
Therewith he embraced me, and, still keeping fast hold of
me, turned with me slowly towards the door, so that I could
not get another single look at Antonia. Of course it is
plain enough that in my position I couldn't thrash the
Councillor, though that is what he really deserved. The
Professor enjoyed a good laugh at my expense, and assured me
that I had ruined for ever all hopes of retaining the
Councillor's friendship. Antonia was too dear to me, I might
say too holy, for me to go and play the part of the
languishing lover and stand gazing up at her window, or to
fill the role of the lovesick adventurer. Completely upset,
I went away from H; but, as is usual in such cases, the
brilliant colors of the picture of my fancy faded, and the
recollection of Antonia, as well as of Antonia's singing
(which I had never heard), often fell upon my heart like a
soft faint trembling light, comforting me.
(6) Il Portogallo was the Italian
sobriquet of a Portuguese musician named Marcos
Antonio da Fonseca (1762-1830). He lived
alternately in Italy and Portugal, and wrote
several operas.
(7) Literally, "The slave of a
primo uomo," primo uomo being the
masculine form corresponding to prima donna, that
is, a singer of hero's parts in operatic music. At
one time also female parts were sung and acted by
men or boys.
(8) Leonardo Leo, the chief Neapolitan
representative of Italian music in the first part of
the eighteenth century, and author of more than forty
operas and nearly one hundred compositions for the
Church.
Two years afterwards I received an
appointment in B, and set out on a journey to the south
of Germany. The towers of H rose before me in the red
glow of the evening; the nearer I came the more was I
oppressed by an indescribable feeling of the most agonizing
distress; it lay upon me like a heavy burden; I could not
breathe; I was obliged to get out of my carriage into the
open air. But my anguish continued to increase until it
became actual physical pain. Soon I seemed to hear the
strains of a solemn chorale floating in the air; the sounds
continued to grow more distinct; I realized the fact that
they were men's voices chanting a church chorale. "What's
that? what's that?" I cried, a burning stab darting as it
were through my breast. "Don't you see?" replied the
coachman, who was driving along beside me, "why, don't you
see? they're burying somebody up there in the churchyard."
And indeed we were near the churchyard; I saw a circle of
men clothed in black standing round a grave, which was about
to be closed. Tears started to my eyes, I somehow fancied
they were burying there all the joy and all the happiness of
life. Moving on rapidly down the hill, I was no longer able
to see into the churchyard; the chorale came to an end, and
I perceived not far distant from the gate some of the
mourners returning from the funeral. The Professor, with his
niece on his arm, both in deep mourning, went close past me
without noticing me. The young lady had her handkerchief
pressed close to her eyes, and was weeping bitterly. In
the frame of mind in which I then was I could not possibly
go into the town, so I sent on my servant with the carriage
to the hotel where I usually put up, whilst I took a turn in
the familiar neighborhood to get rid of a mood that was
possibly only due to physical causes, such as heating on the
journey, etc. On arriving at a well-known avenue, which
leads to a pleasure resort, I came upon a most extraordinary
spectacle. Councillor Krespel was being conducted by two
mourners, from whom he appeared to be endeavoring to make
his escape by all sorts of strange twists and turns. As
usual, he was dressed in his own curious home-made gray
coat; but from his little cocked-hat, which he wore perched
over one ear in military fashion, a long narrow ribbon of
black crape fluttered backwards and forwards in the wind.
Around his waist he had buckled a black sword-belt; but
instead of a sword he had stuck a long fiddle-bow into it. A
creepy shudder ran through my limbs: "He's insane," I
thought, as I slowly followed them. The Councillor's
companions led him as far as his house, where he embraced
them, laughing loudly. They left him; and then his glance
fell upon me, for I now stood near him. He stared at me
fixedly for some time; then he cried in a hollow voice,
"Welcome, my student friend! you also understand it!"
Therewith he took me by the arm and pulled me into the
house, up the steps, into the room where the violins hung.
They were all draped in black crape; the violin of the old
master was missing; in its place was a cypress wreath. I
knew what had happened. "Antonia! Antonia!" I cried, in
inconsolable grief. The Councillor, with his arms crossed on
his breast, stood beside me, as if turned into stone. I
pointed to the cypress wreath. "When she died," said he, in
a very hoarse solemn voice, "when she died, the sound-post
of that violin broke into pieces with a ringing crack, and
the sound-board was split from end to end. The faithful
instrument could only live with her and in her; it lies
beside her in the coffin, it has been buried with her."
Deeply agitated, I sank down upon a chair, whilst the
Councillor began to sing a gay song in a husky voice; it was
truly horrible to see him hopping about on one foot, and the
crape ribbons (he still had his hat on) flying about the
room and up to the violins hanging on the walls. Indeed, I
could not repress a loud cry that rose to my lips when, on
the Councillor making an abrupt turn, the crape came all
over me; I fancied he wanted to envelop me in it and drag me
down into the horrible dark depths of insanity. Suddenly he
stood still and addressed me in his singing way, "My son! my
son! why do you call out? Have you espied the angel of
death? That always precedes the ceremony." Stepping into the
middle of the room, he took the violin-bow out of his
sword-belt, and, holding it over his head with both hands,
broke it into a thousand pieces. Then, with a loud laugh, he
cried, "Now you imagine my sentence is pronounced, don't
you, my son? but it's nothing of the kind not at all! not
at all! Now I'm free free free hurrah! I'm free! Now I
shall make no more violins no more violins hurrah! no more
violins!" This he sang to a horrible mirthful tune, again
spinning round on one foot. Perfectly aghast, I was making
the best of my way to the door, when he held me fast, saying
quite calmly, "Stay, my student friend, pray don't think
from this outbreak of grief, which is torturing me as if
with the agonies of death, that I am insane; I only do it
because a short time ago I had a dressing-gown made in which
I wanted to look like Fate or like God!" The Councillor then
went on with a medley of silly and awful rubbish, until he
fell down utterly exhausted, I called up the old
housekeeper, and was very pleased to find myself in the open
air again.
I never doubted for a moment that Krespel had
become insane; the Professor, however, asserted the
contrary. "There are men," he remarked, "from whom nature or
a special destiny has taken away the cover behind which
the mad folly of the rest of us runs its course unobserved.
They are like thin-skinned insects, which, as we watch the
restless play of their muscles, seem to be misshapen, while
nevertheless everything soon comes back into its proper form
again. All that remains thought with us passes over with
Krespel into action. That bitter scorn which is so often
wrapped in the doings and dealings of the earth, Krespel
gives vent to in outrageous gestures and agile caprioles.
But these are his lightning conductor. What comes up out of
the earth he gives again to the earth, but what is divine,
that he keeps; and so I believe that his inner
consciousness, in spite of the apparent madness which
springs from it to the surface, is as right as a trivet. To
be sure, Antonia's sudden death grieves him sore, but I
warrant that to-morrow will see him going along in his old
jog-trot way as usual." And the Professor's prediction was
almost literally filled. Next day the Councillor appeared to
be just as he formerly was, only he averred that he would
never make another violin, nor yet ever play on another.
And, as I learned later, he kept his word.
Hints which the Professor let fall confirmed
my own private conviction that the so carefully guarded
secret of the Councillor's relations to Antonia, nay, that
even her death, was a crime which must weigh heavily upon
him, a crime that could not be atoned for. I determined that
I would not leave H without taxing him with the offence
which I conceived him to be guilty of; I determined to shake
his heart down to its very roots, and so compel him to make
open confession of the terrible deed. The more I reflected
upon the matter, the clearer it grew in my own mind that
Krespel must be a villain, and in the same proportion did my
intended reproach, which assumed of itself the form of a
real rhetorical masterpiece, wax more fiery and more
impressive. Thus equipped and mightily incensed, I hurried
to his house. I found him with a calm smiling countenance
making playthings. "How can peace," I burst out "how can
peace find lodgment even for a single moment in your breast,
so long as the memory of your horrible deed preys like a
serpent upon you?" He gazed at me in amazement and laid his
chisel aside. "What do you mean, my dear sir?" he asked;
"pray take a seat." But my indignation chafing me more and
more, I went on to accuse him directly of having murdered
Antonia, and to threaten him with eternal vengeance.
Further, as a newly established lawyer, full
of my profession, I went so far as to give him to understand
that I would leave no stone unturned to get a clue to the
business, and so deliver him here in this world into the
hands of an earthly judge. I must confess that I was
considerably disconcerted when, at the conclusion of my
violent and pompous harangue, the Councillor, without
answering so much as a single word, calmly fixed his eyes
upon me as though expecting me to go on again. And this I
did indeed attempt to do, but it sounded so ill-founded and
so stupid as well that I soon grew silent again. Krespel
gloated over my embarrassment whilst a malicious ironical
smile flitted across his face. Then he grew very grave, and
addressed me in solemn tones "Young man, no doubt you think
I am foolish, insane, that I can pardon you, since we are
both confined in the same madhouse; and you only blame me
for deluding myself with the idea that I am God the Father
because you imagine yourself to be God the Son. But how do
you dare desire to insinuate yourself into the secrets and
lay bare the hidden motives of a life that is strange to you
and that must continue so? She has gone and the mystery is
solved." He ceased speaking, rose, and traversed the room
backwards and forwards several times. I ventured to ask for
an explanation; he fixed his eyes upon me, grasped me by the
hand, and led me to the window, which he threw wide open.
Propping himself upon his arms, he leaned out, and, looking
down into the garden, told me the history of his life. When
he finished I left him, touched and ashamed.
In a few words, his relations with Antonia
began in the following way. Twenty years before, the
Councillor had been led into Italy by his engrossing passion
of hunting up and buying the best violins of the old
masters. At that time he had not yet begun to make them
himself, and so of course he had not begun to take to pieces
those which he bought. In Venice he heard the celebrated
singer Angelai, who at that time was playing with
splendid success as prima donna at St. Benedict's
Theatre. His enthusiasm was awakened, not only for her
art which Signora Angela had indeed brought to a high pitch
of perfection but for her angelic beauty as well. He sought
her acquaintance; and in spite of his rugged manners he
succeeded in winning her heart, principally through his bold
and yet at the same time masterly violin-playing. Close
intimacy led in a few weeks to marriage, which, however, was
kept a secret, because Angela was unwilling to sever her
connection with the theatre, neither did she wish to part
with her professional name, that by which she was
celebrated, nor to add to it the cacophonous "Krespel." With
the most extravagant irony he described to me what a strange
life of worry and torture Angela led him as soon as she
became his wife. Krespel was of opinion that more
capriciousness and waywardness were concentrated in Angela's
little person than in all the rest of the prima
donnas in the world put together. If he now and again
presumed to stand up in his own defence, she let loose a
whole army of abbots, musical composers, and students upon
him, who, ignorant of his true connection with Angela,
soundly rated him as a most intolerable, ungallant lover for
not submitting to all the Signora's caprices. It was after
one of these stormy scenes that Krespel fled to Angela's
country seat to try and forget in playing fantasias on his
Cremona violin the annoyances of the day. But he had not
been there long before the Signora, who had followed hard
after him, stepped into the room. She was in an
affectionate humor; she embraced her husband, overwhelmed
him with sweet and languishing glances, and rested her
pretty head on his shoulder. But Krespel, carried away into
the world of music, continued to play on until the walls
echoed again; thus he chanced to touch the Signora somewhat
ungently with his arm and the fiddle-bow. She leapt back
full of fury, shrieking that he was a "German brute,"
snatched the violin from his hands, and dashed it into a
thousand pieces on the marble table. Krespel stood like a
statue of stone before her; but then, as if awakening out of
a dream, he seized her with the strength of a giant and
threw her out of the win dow of her own house, and, without
troubling himself about anything more, fled back to
Venice to Germany. It was not, however, until some time had
elapsed that he had a clear recollection of what he had
done; although he knew that the window was scarcely five
feet from the ground, and although he knew that, under the
circumstances, he simply had to throw the Signora out of the
window, he yet felt troubled by a painful sense of
uneasiness particularly so since she had imparted to him in
no ambiguous terms an interesting secret as to her
condition. He hardly dared to make inquiries; and he was not
a little surprised about eight months afterwards at
receiving a tender letter from his beloved wife, in which
she made not the slightest allusion to what had taken place
in her country house, only adding to the intelligence that
she had been safely delivered of a sweet little daughter the
heartfelt prayer that her dear husband and now a happy
father would come to Venice at once. That, however, Krespel
did not do; rather he appealed to a confidential friend for
a more circumstantial account of the details, and learned
that the Signora had alighted upon the soft grass as lightly
as a bird, and that the sole consequences of the fall or
shock had been psychic. That is to say, after Krespel's
action she had become completely altered; she never showed a
trace of caprice, of her former freaks, or of her teasing
habits; and the composer who wrote for the next carnival was
the happiest fellow under the sun, since the Signora was
willing to sing his music without the scores and hundreds of
changes which she at other times had insisted upon. "To be
sure," added his friend, "there was every reason for
preserving the secret of Angela's cure, else every day would
see lady singers flying through windows." The Councillor was
not a little excited at this news; he engaged horses; he
took his seat in the carriage. "Stop!" he cried suddenly.
"Why, there's not a shadow of doubt," he murmured to
himself, "that as soon as Angela sets eyes upon me again,
the evil spirit will recover his power and once more
take possession of her. And since I have already thrown her
out of the window, what could I do if a similar case were to
occur again? What would there be left for me to do?" He got
out of the carriage, and wrote an affectionate letter to his
wife, making graceful allusion to her tenderness in
especially dwelling upon the fact that his tiny daughter
had, like him, a little mole behind the ear, and remained
in Germany. Now ensued an active correspondence between
them. Assurances of unchanged
affection There was a certain promising young composer,
B of F, who was found to have suddenly disappeared,
no body know where. This young man fell so deeply in love
with Antonia that, as she returned his love, he earnestly be
sought her mother to consent to an immediate union,
sanctified as it would further be by art. Angela had nothing
to urge against his suit; and the Councillor the more
readily gave his consent that the young composer's
productions had found favor before his rigorous critical
judgment. Krespel was expecting to hear of the consummation
of the marriage when he received instead a black sealed
envelope addressed in a strange hand. Doctor R conveyed
to the Councillor the sad intelligence that Angela had
fallen seriously ill in consequence of a cold caught at the
theatre, and that during the night immediately preceding
what was to have been Antonia's wedding-day, she had died.
To him, the Doctor, Angela had disclosed the fact that she
was Krespel's wife, and that Antonia was his daughter; he,
Krespel, had better hasten therefore to take charge of the
orphan. Notwithstanding that the Councillor was a good deal
upset by this news of Angela's death, he soon began to feel
that an antipathetic, disturbing influence had departed out
of his life, and that now for the first time he could begin
to breathe freely. The very same day he set out for F.
You could not credit how heartrending was the Councillor's
description of the moment when he first saw Antonia. Even in
the fantastic oddities of his expression there was such a
marvellous power of description that I am unable to give
even so much as a faint indication of it. Antonia inherited
all her mother's amiability and all her mother's charms, but
not the repellent reverse of the medal. There was no chronic
moral ulcer, which might break out from time to time.
Antonia's betrothed put in an appearance, whilst Antonia
herself, fathoming with happy instinct the deeper-lying
character of her wonderful father, sang one of old Padre
Martini's(9) motets, which, she knew, Krespel in the heyday
of his courtship had never grown tired of hearing her mother
sing. The tears ran in streams down Krespel's cheeks; even
Angela he had never heard sing like that. Antonia's voice
was of a very remarkable and altogether peculiar timbre: at
one time it was like the singing of an Aeolian harp, at
another like the warbled gush of the nightingale. It seemed
as if there was not room for such notes in the human breast.
Antonia, blushing with joy and happiness, sang on and
on all her most beautiful songs, B playing between
whiles as only enthusiasm that is intoxicated with delight
can play. Krespel was at first transported with rapture,
then he grew thoughtful (9) Giambattista Martini, more
commonly called Padre Martini, of Bologna formed
an influential school of music there in the latter
half of the eighteenth century. He wrote vocal and
instrumental pieces both for the church and for
the theatre. He was also a learned historian of
music. He has the merit of having discerned and
encouraged the genius of Mozart when, a boy of
fourteen, he visited Bologna in 1770.
"No!" remarked the Councillor next day to
Doctor R, "when, as she sang, her blushes gathered into
two dark red spots on her pale cheeks, I knew it had nothing
to do with your nonsensical family likenesses, I knew it was
what I dreaded." The Doctor, whose countenance had shown
signs of deep distress from the very beginning of the
conversation, replied, "Whether it arises from a too early
taxing of her powers of song, or whether the fault is
Nature's enough, Antonia labors under an organic failure in
the chest which gives to her voice its wonderful power and
its singular timbre, a power that I might almost say
transcends the limits of human capabilities of song. But it
bears the announcement of her early death; for, if she
continues to sing, I wouldn't give her at the most more than
six months longer to live" Krespel's heart was lacerated as
if by the stabs of hundreds of knives. It was as though his
life had been for the first time overshadowed by a beautiful
tree full of the most magnificent blossoms, and now it was
to be sawn to pieces at the roots, so that it could not grow
green and blossom any more. His resolution was taken. He
told Antonia all; he put the alternatives before
her whether she would follow her betrothed and yield to his
and the world's seductions, but with the certainty of dying
early, or whether she would spread round her father in his
old days that joy and peace which had hitherto been unknown
to him, and so secure a long life. She threw herself sobbing
into his arms, and he, knowing the heartrending trial that
was before her, did not press for a more explicit
declaration. He talked the matter over with her betrothed,
but, notwithstanding that the latter averred that no note
should ever cross Antonia's lips, the Councillor was only
too well aware that even B could not resist the
temptation of hearing her sing, at any rate arias of his own
composition. And the world, the musical public, even though
acquainted with the nature of the singer's affliction, would
certainly not relinquish its claims to hear her, for in
cases where pleasure is concerned people of this class are
very selfish and cruel. The Councillor disappeared from
F along with Antonia; and came to H. B was in
despair when he learned that they had gone. He set out on
their track, overtook them, and arrived at H at the same
time that they did. "Let me see him only once, and then
die!" entreated Antonia. "Die! die!" cried Krespel, wild
with anger, an icy shudder running through him. His
daughter, the only creature in the wide world who had
awakened in him the springs of unknown joy, who alone had
reconciled him to life, tore herself away from his heart,
and he he suffered the terrible trial to take place. B
sat down to the piano; Antonia sang; Krespel fiddled away
merrily, until the two red spots showed themselves on
Antonia's cheeks. Then he bade her stop, and as B was
taking leave of his betrothed, she suddenly fell to the
floor with a loud scream. "I thought," continued Krespel in
his narration, "I thought that she was, as I had
anticipated, really dead; but as I had prepared myself for
the worst, my calmness did not leave me, nor my self-command
desert me. I grasped B, who stood like a silly sheep in
his dismay, by the shoulders, and said (here the Councillor
fell into his singing tone), 'Now that you, my estimable
pianoforte-player, have, as you wished and desired, really
murdered your betrothed, you may quietly take your
departure; at least have the goodness to make yourself
scarce before I run my bright dagger through your heart. My
daughter, who, as you see, is rather pale, could very well
do with some color from your precious blood. Make haste and
run, for I might also hurl a nimble knife or hvo after you.'
I must, I suppose, have looked rather formidable as I
uttered these words, for, with a cry of the greatest terror,
B tore himself loose from my grasp, rushed out of the
room, and down the steps." Directly after B was gone,
when the Councillor tried to lift up his daughter, who lay
unconscious on the floor, she opened her eyes with a deep
sigh, but soon closed them again as if about to die. Then
Krespel's grief found vent aloud, and would not be
comforted. The doctor, whom the old housekeeper had called
in, pronounced Antonia's case a somewhat serious but by no
means dangerous attack; and she did indeed recover more
quickly than her father had dared to hope. She now clung to
him with the most confiding childlike affection; she entered
into his favorite hobbies into his mad schemes and whims.
She helped him take old violins to pieces and glue new ones
together. "I won't sing again any more, but live for you,"
she often said, sweetly smiling upon him, after she had been
asked to sing and had refused. Such appeals, however, the
Councillor was anxious to spare her as much as possible,
therefore it was that he was unwilling to take her into
society, and solicitously shunned all music. He well
understood how painful it must be for her to forego
altogether the exercise of that art which she had brought to
such a pitch of perfection. When the Councillor bought the
wonderful violin that he had buried with Antonia, and was
about to take it to pieces, she met him with such sadness in
her face and asked softly, "What! this as well?" By a power,
which he could not explain, he felt impelled to leave this
particular instrument unbroken, and to play upon it.
Scarcely had he drawn the first few notes from it than
Antonia cried aloud with joy, "Why, that's me! now I shall
sing again." And, in truth, there was something remarkably
striking about the clear, silvery, bell-like tones of the
violin they seemed to have been engendered in the human
soul. Krespel's heart was deeply moved; he played, too,
better than ever. As he ran up and down the scale, playing
bold passages with consummate power and expression, she
clapped her hands together and cried with delight, "I did
that well! I did that well."
From this time onwards her life was filled
with peace and cheerfulness. She often said to the
Councillor, "I should like to sing something, father." Then
Krespel would take his violin down from the wall and play
her most beautiful songs, and her heart was glad and happy.
Shortly before my arrival in H, the Councillor was
awakened one night and fancied that he heard somebody
playing the piano in the adjoining room; he soon made out
distinctly that B was flourishing on the instrument in
his usual style. He wished to get up, but felt himself held
down as if by a dead weight, and lying as if fettered in
iron bonds; he was utterly unable to move an inch. Then
Antonia's voice was heard singing low and soft; soon,
however, it began to rise and rise in volume until it became
an ear-splitting fortissimo; and at length she passed
over into a powerfully impressive song which B had once
composed for her in the devotional style of the old masters.
Krespel described his condition as being incomprehensible,
for terrible anguish was mingled with a delight he had never
experienced before. All at once he was surrounded by a
dazzling brightness, in which he beheld B and Antonia
locked in a close embrace, and gazing at each other in a
rapture of ecstasy. The music of the song and of the
pianoforte accompanying it went on without any visible signs
that Antonia sang or that B touched the instrument. Then
the Councillor fell into a sort of dead faint, whilst the
images vanished away. On awakening he still felt the
terrible anguish of his dream. He rushed into Antonia's
room. She lay on the sofa, her eyes closed, a sweet angelic
smile on her face, her hands devoutly folded, and looking as
if asleep and dreaming of the joys and raptures of heaven.
But she was dead.
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